Neophyte to Apperception

Let it unravel, let it all down.

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7/21/09 04:26 pm

Are things still alive in here? I think I have forgotten how to write:(

5/25/09 11:18 pm - Blind Date #3... Making this one was sort of fun...

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3/17/09 02:40 am - Happy B-day to Marc Gunn.. a bard born on St. P's day.

Pretty cool eh? A bard born on St. P's day.

Here is a cute video of

marcgunn 's song "Wild Kitty".. did I mention he is an EXTREME cat lover? I have an autographed CD that this song is in. Irish Drinking Songs for Cat Lovers (you can preview the album in a flash player at the site)

Watch as he sings and makes cat noises:

One more in honor of Marc's b-day today. Good song and adorable facial expressions.

2/28/09 06:41 pm - Kitten War

WWWWwwEEEeeeE!!!
or
MeeeeeaaaOOOOoWWww~~!1!

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1/23/09 09:06 am - My first real exposure to Twilight, Bunny Style!

I have not read the series or watched the movie.. But I think I just got caught up on all the hoopla thanks to the bunnies.

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1/10/09 02:11 am - LJ Import Test 2 (Public posts only)

baaaa!

1/8/09 03:40 am

I never knew a wild turkey could smash through a car window (passenger side). My mom's friend was on her way back home from visiting and she was driving down the road and a wild turkey smashed through the window leaving blood and glass everywhere. No, the turkey did not make it:( it wasn't like she hit it head on, it came from the side. What are the odds of that?

10/9/08 02:47 am - NNnnOOOo!!!

http://discworld.atuin.net/lpc/about/features.html

"Discworld MUD has over 500 different weapons, 350 pieces of armour, 2500 items of clothing, 500 pieces of jewellery, 1200 types of food, 600 pieces of furniture for player houses, the list goes on and on."

"Wizards see magic as a power to harness, witches view magic as a means to an end and will often use psychology instead, priests view it as a gift from their gods. In the game each of these is entirely distinct working in its own way with its own strengths and weaknesses."

Weee..

wait.. I mean.
must .. not.. sign up for this...
Looks.. like... crack.
EVIL MUD!

It tempts me so

9/21/08 01:35 am - This made me giggle so much I almost peed...

9/17/08 09:14 am - Drumming Goodness

There will be some drumming going on in Rec Park in Binghamton this evening(Weds) from 6:30 to *8pm. Bring a drum... and maybe something to sit on would be a good idea.

There is also a new list out there inspired by the old Weds Evening Drum Circle and that anyone interested in creating/growing a regular to semi-regular way for drummers to get together and commune through the *waves in the rhythm* in a relaxed, no pressure environment... can join. If you live in or near the Binghamton area, and would like to join please go to: groups.yahoo.com/group/bingdrumanddance . The more people who know about it, the better! It's also a good place to post your own invites to jam where drum lovers are sure to see it:)

Get in touch with the base
And let the ears stay open
As Soul Motor purrs to the
Waves in the rhythm

Pulsating through my soul
Rising above it all
Pulsating through my soul
Rising, rising.. above it all
~freya

7/9/08 10:25 pm

Some people show their love and pain
In short, but violent bursts
Others try to hold it all in
The weight, an accumulating curse

We suffer through day by day.
Tribulations by fire is the lover’s way

Maybe they prefer you feel as they feel?
And you refuse to be coerced
Some just do as they think expected
Life’s “manuscript” rehearsed

Feeling too much all the caring and hate
The pain and the love this world creates

With little logic and a lot of passion
On the surface and submersed
What we feel is not always expressed
In some known predictable verse

Through a million minds all reaching out
Still most of it I could do without

Tags: my poetry

6/27/08 05:57 am - To my ZEN prt1

After 6 weeks of keeping and losing hope
I never thought that I could cope
With the ending of you lying there
Almost to the last, knowing you were still aware
Of the broken body with nothing spared
You watched us gather around you, not sure why
Because no one bothered to tell you, you were about to die
Family gathered at your bedside, so many tears now cried
My mother and I rushed to your side, and I think that was
When you finally new, it was getting time to say goodbye.
The fear in your eyes, the look of suffering when the priest
Arrived for final rites and I saw you shake your head and mouth NO!
Not yet! You knew it wasn’t right, I said the words I knew you could not voice
Not yet! This isn’t right. It could be hours still, days… The fear in your eyes..

( Read more... )

What the fsck am I going to do without you!??

Tags: zen

6/6/08 03:44 am - Autopsy ~ OTEP Music Video

Just something I did when life wasn’t getting in the way.. Umm.. took longer than I expected (due to the life stuff)

Edit: Download bigger version 15.5mb .mp4 / 720x480 (you can right click/save as... or just click if you have a quicktime plugin as it will play the mp4 format ... it's a nice copy if you don't mind the load time)

5/21/08 09:50 am - Disarmed, or Unfortunate in Love

A Tragic Vaudeville in One Act

LEV MARKOVICH (Bouncing up to the LADY) Let me!
LADY (Keeping him at arms length) Leave me!
LEV MARKOVICH (Bumping into her) Let me!
LADY (Shoving him with her knees) Go away!
LEV MARKOVICH (Gripping her with his hands) Let’s, just once!
LADY (Shoving him with her knees) Away! Away!
LEV MARKOVICH Just one thrust!
LADY (Bellowing) No-o.
LEV MARKOVICH A thrust! One thrust!
LADY (Shows the whites of her eyes).
LEV MARKOVICH fumbles around, reaches with his hand for his tool and suddenly, as it turns out, he can’t find it.
LEV MARKOVICH Wait a minute! (Feels himself up and down with his hands). What the h-hell!
LADY looks at LEV MARKOVICH with astonishment.
LEV MARKOVICH Well, that’s a damn funny thing!
LADY What’s happened?
LEV MARKOVICH Hum … hmm … (looks around, completely flummoxed).

(Curtain)

~Daniil Kharms

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5/16/08 06:47 am - No updates on Zen since my mom is not calling me back

So here is an appalling recording of me trying to sing Mr Grinch!

I cannot sing.. pffhhttt.

But I liked saying "you're a bad banana". hehehe

5/14/08 06:45 am - I needed the distraction..

Oh man.. why oh why oh why? Oh yeah... dur! But really I save most of the mayhem for my job.. it comes in handy there~_* ... or just screwing with my own life. I am a pro when it comes to playing my own devil's advocate and just all around screwing with myself:)

Which Goddess lurks in your soul?

Eris
You are a sly one who enjoys watching others squirm! Eris is the Greek Goddess of strife and discord whose single purpose was to create chaos amongst ordered man. According to legend, it was an apple from Eris which started the Trojan War when she tossed it towards three other Goddesses (Athena, Aphrodite, and Hera) claiming it belonged to the most beautiful and wise of all Goddesses. Like Eris, you enjoy laying devil’s advocate and stirring up a bit of trouble when things get wrong. Often, you are like a chess player, moving pieces into place and then sitting back to watch the explosions! Careful, Eris, or you may wind up at the blunt of one of your own created problems!

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5/6/08 03:58 pm - Update: It's a go!

He has been wheeled in and they are prepping, as soon as they land (any minute), they will open him up.. I got to say I loved him over the phone. The transplant should take about 9 1/2 hours. This is both lungs.

Please please please make it through this!

My family could use a little happiness at this point.

5/6/08 09:38 am - Here we go again!

Zen just got another call for a lung transplant. They are on the way right now to Philly. I'm going to wait till 1pm to take the dog to camp Bark-A-Lot in case it is another false start. Last time they were almost there and the lung had been harvested and found with an infection. First time he was too scared and balked. I hear third times the charmer or whatever....

I hope this time it happens and he gets his new lungs and he comes through this safe and sound. I'll update later when I know more.......

eeeek!

5/3/08 10:37 pm - Squirrel pics

Gary and his mom came across a young squirrel who fell from a tree in their backyard, and it's paw seemed all floppy like he might have hurt it. It didn't go anywhere and since it seems injured, and they didn't want a cat or the doggy getting it, they put it in a carrier until they can get hold of a rehabilitator. He is not as small as the one in my bra last summer, but still pretty small!

He took some pictures here.

Cute wittle baby puffin up to try and scare the big man off:)

5/1/08 04:52 pm - and what is my function?

preoccupation with the immersion..
i've got a prepossession infection.
coalesce at the junction, forming
one mass with separate functions

override preconceptions,
erode self deceptions..
say goodbye to the rust,
but keep the exceptions

~fm